WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.385 align:middle line:90% 00:00:02.385 --> 00:00:05.247 align:middle line:90% [MUSIC PLAYING] 00:00:05.247 --> 00:00:10.020 align:middle line:90% 00:00:10.020 --> 00:00:11.075 align:middle line:90% - My name's Jon. 00:00:11.075 --> 00:00:14.090 align:middle line:84% I'd pretty much describe myself as a compulsive maker. 00:00:14.090 --> 00:00:18.080 align:middle line:90% 00:00:18.080 --> 00:00:20.260 align:middle line:84% I think it's fine to be a dabbler as well though. 00:00:20.260 --> 00:00:22.460 align:middle line:84% You don't have to find the one thing. 00:00:22.460 --> 00:00:24.789 align:middle line:84% I think it's fine just to have a go at just 00:00:24.789 --> 00:00:25.830 align:middle line:90% trying anything creative. 00:00:25.830 --> 00:00:29.017 align:middle line:90% 00:00:29.017 --> 00:00:30.850 align:middle line:84% When I step into the workshop, it is kind of 00:00:30.850 --> 00:00:31.860 align:middle line:90% like into another world. 00:00:31.860 --> 00:00:34.220 align:middle line:84% I do shut off everything else that's going on. 00:00:34.220 --> 00:00:36.550 align:middle line:84% And it's this sort of level, calm feeling. 00:00:36.550 --> 00:00:39.110 align:middle line:90% It's quite beautiful. 00:00:39.110 --> 00:00:41.510 align:middle line:84% It's a sort of contentment that I'm part 00:00:41.510 --> 00:00:44.310 align:middle line:90% of that flow, that process. 00:00:44.310 --> 00:00:47.090 align:middle line:84% It's different to being happy listening to music 00:00:47.090 --> 00:00:48.710 align:middle line:90% or happy out with your mates. 00:00:48.710 --> 00:00:52.747 align:middle line:84% It's a kind of inner contentment. 00:00:52.747 --> 00:00:55.142 align:middle line:90% [BIRDS CHIRPING] 00:00:55.142 --> 00:01:02.340 align:middle line:90% 00:01:02.340 --> 00:01:05.099 align:middle line:84% - Whatever it is that I am connecting with, 00:01:05.099 --> 00:01:07.980 align:middle line:84% I know I'm connecting to something 00:01:07.980 --> 00:01:10.660 align:middle line:84% different than just music or dance, whatever 00:01:10.660 --> 00:01:11.610 align:middle line:90% it is I'm doing. 00:01:11.610 --> 00:01:15.690 align:middle line:84% When I enter that place, I'm connecting with something else. 00:01:15.690 --> 00:01:18.630 align:middle line:84% I just feel something different throughout my body. 00:01:18.630 --> 00:01:22.099 align:middle line:84% It's like a different sensation, physically, mentally, 00:01:22.099 --> 00:01:23.140 align:middle line:90% and spiritually actually. 00:01:23.140 --> 00:01:30.655 align:middle line:90% 00:01:30.655 --> 00:01:32.650 align:middle line:84% There's never been a time when I've performed, 00:01:32.650 --> 00:01:37.640 align:middle line:84% whether it be in a flash mob, on stage, theatre, anything. 00:01:37.640 --> 00:01:39.968 align:middle line:84% Anytime I perform, I always connect. 00:01:39.968 --> 00:01:45.590 align:middle line:90% 00:01:45.590 --> 00:01:47.750 align:middle line:84% Say, for example, I hear something I like 00:01:47.750 --> 00:01:51.230 align:middle line:84% or I've just created and I'm playing it back. 00:01:51.230 --> 00:01:55.620 align:middle line:90% I start to see colours, shapes. 00:01:55.620 --> 00:02:00.050 align:middle line:84% There's even like a different sense of smell, taste. 00:02:00.050 --> 00:02:02.270 align:middle line:84% Just all my senses are heightened. 00:02:02.270 --> 00:02:05.097 align:middle line:84% Some people will call that a spiritual experience. 00:02:05.097 --> 00:02:13.880 align:middle line:90% 00:02:13.880 --> 00:02:21.620 align:middle line:84% - I came from a broken home, a background of foster care. 00:02:21.620 --> 00:02:23.510 align:middle line:84% When I was 16, I found a passion. 00:02:23.510 --> 00:02:26.165 align:middle line:84% I found something which made me feel connected to life. 00:02:26.165 --> 00:02:30.370 align:middle line:90% 00:02:30.370 --> 00:02:34.240 align:middle line:84% My connection to life is when I'm on stage, 00:02:34.240 --> 00:02:37.090 align:middle line:84% and that's when I feel my most passionate. 00:02:37.090 --> 00:02:42.880 align:middle line:84% It feels like, in the pit of your stomach, that fire, that 00:02:42.880 --> 00:02:44.950 align:middle line:90% urge, that passion. 00:02:44.950 --> 00:02:49.110 align:middle line:90% It's almost indescribable. 00:02:49.110 --> 00:02:51.790 align:middle line:84% Finding that connection and that passion with life 00:02:51.790 --> 00:02:53.010 align:middle line:90% gives you an identity. 00:02:53.010 --> 00:02:55.940 align:middle line:90% It gives you the hook to life. 00:02:55.940 --> 00:02:59.660 align:middle line:84% My advice for anybody is to just take a step back and try 00:02:59.660 --> 00:03:02.270 align:middle line:84% and identify with what makes you happy, what gives you 00:03:02.270 --> 00:03:04.100 align:middle line:84% that feeling, and then follow it. 00:03:04.100 --> 00:03:05.620 align:middle line:90% It's never going to be easy. 00:03:05.620 --> 00:03:08.270 align:middle line:84% But taking that first step is going 00:03:08.270 --> 00:03:11.690 align:middle line:84% to be the most wonderful moment for your life. 00:03:11.690 --> 00:03:13.770 align:middle line:84% And it will be the first step of many 00:03:13.770 --> 00:03:15.970 align:middle line:84% to a journey that makes you feel happy and healthy. 00:03:15.970 --> 00:03:23.440 align:middle line:90% 00:03:23.440 --> 00:03:25.930 align:middle line:90% [BIRDS CHIRPING] 00:03:25.930 --> 00:03:43.450 align:middle line:90% 00:03:43.450 --> 00:03:45.610 align:middle line:84% - I guess one of the things that is 00:03:45.610 --> 00:03:48.040 align:middle line:84% so much part of my life as a priest, 00:03:48.040 --> 00:03:51.460 align:middle line:90% as a Christian is prayer. 00:03:51.460 --> 00:03:55.570 align:middle line:84% And I suppose something of the sense of the gift of life 00:03:55.570 --> 00:03:59.230 align:middle line:84% comes through that and something of the wonder. 00:03:59.230 --> 00:04:01.050 align:middle line:90% And so my connection with life-- 00:04:01.050 --> 00:04:03.409 align:middle line:84% I would say prayer is the lifeline. 00:04:03.409 --> 00:04:07.807 align:middle line:90% 00:04:07.807 --> 00:04:09.890 align:middle line:84% I think it's very important for us as human beings 00:04:09.890 --> 00:04:12.114 align:middle line:90% to have a sense of purpose. 00:04:12.114 --> 00:04:14.280 align:middle line:84% I think it's very important to have a sense of being 00:04:14.280 --> 00:04:16.490 align:middle line:90% loved and known. 00:04:16.490 --> 00:04:19.100 align:middle line:84% There's certainly something about feeling 00:04:19.100 --> 00:04:23.690 align:middle line:84% that you can be of help to someone at a particular moment 00:04:23.690 --> 00:04:24.410 align:middle line:90% in their lives. 00:04:24.410 --> 00:04:26.270 align:middle line:84% I think that gives a sense of purpose, 00:04:26.270 --> 00:04:28.300 align:middle line:90% a sense of making a difference. 00:04:28.300 --> 00:04:30.640 align:middle line:84% That has to be a positive feeling. 00:04:30.640 --> 00:04:34.635 align:middle line:84% That doesn't mean to say every single day is always easy 00:04:34.635 --> 00:04:37.510 align:middle line:84% or that one's mood is always very positive. 00:04:37.510 --> 00:04:43.200 align:middle line:84% But the bedrock of that is place of affirmation. 00:04:43.200 --> 00:04:46.920 align:middle line:84% So that, for me, gives what I hope 00:04:46.920 --> 00:04:50.040 align:middle line:84% every human being can experience in their lives, a sense 00:04:50.040 --> 00:04:55.220 align:middle line:84% of being known, loved, with a purpose, with vast potential, 00:04:55.220 --> 00:04:58.170 align:middle line:84% to emerge a more rounded human being. 00:04:58.170 --> 00:05:03.648 align:middle line:90% 00:05:03.648 --> 00:05:07.134 align:middle line:90% [CARS RUMBLING IN BACKGROUND] 00:05:07.134 --> 00:05:15.102 align:middle line:90% 00:05:15.102 --> 00:05:17.592 align:middle line:90% [BIRDS CHIRPING] 00:05:17.592 --> 00:05:19.590 align:middle line:90% 00:05:19.590 --> 00:05:21.647 align:middle line:84% - Most of the time when I'm writing, I do 00:05:21.647 --> 00:05:22.980 align:middle line:90% feel like I'm on another planet. 00:05:22.980 --> 00:05:26.340 align:middle line:90% 00:05:26.340 --> 00:05:30.330 align:middle line:84% When I haven't written anything for a long time, I can feel it. 00:05:30.330 --> 00:05:32.109 align:middle line:90% I can sort of feel the-- 00:05:32.109 --> 00:05:34.400 align:middle line:84% well, it's almost like stress and frustration comes up, 00:05:34.400 --> 00:05:36.816 align:middle line:84% because I just want to immerse myself into something else. 00:05:36.816 --> 00:05:39.270 align:middle line:90% 00:05:39.270 --> 00:05:41.840 align:middle line:90% I turn words into worlds. 00:05:41.840 --> 00:05:44.890 align:middle line:84% You go from a few squiggles on a page or a few words 00:05:44.890 --> 00:05:47.590 align:middle line:84% on a screen to creating an entire kingdom. 00:05:47.590 --> 00:05:49.330 align:middle line:90% To me, that's alchemy. 00:05:49.330 --> 00:05:54.210 align:middle line:90% 00:05:54.210 --> 00:05:57.400 align:middle line:84% I think trying out lots of different things 00:05:57.400 --> 00:05:59.970 align:middle line:84% to find out what fits you is a really good idea. 00:05:59.970 --> 00:06:01.680 align:middle line:84% And for me, it's finding something 00:06:01.680 --> 00:06:04.920 align:middle line:84% that you are so completely absorbed in that everything 00:06:04.920 --> 00:06:06.270 align:middle line:90% else disappears. 00:06:06.270 --> 00:06:08.700 align:middle line:84% It's almost finding that thing where time 00:06:08.700 --> 00:06:10.020 align:middle line:90% ceases to have much meaning. 00:06:10.020 --> 00:06:26.388 align:middle line:90% 00:06:26.388 --> 00:06:28.868 align:middle line:90% [DISTANT SIREN] 00:06:28.868 --> 00:06:34.324 align:middle line:90% 00:06:34.324 --> 00:06:36.804 align:middle line:90% [MUSIC PLAYING] 00:06:36.804 --> 00:06:39.284 align:middle line:90% 00:06:39.284 --> 00:06:41.320 align:middle line:84% - Ever since I was a kid, I have always 00:06:41.320 --> 00:06:44.665 align:middle line:84% been the person who wants to get outside and just explore. 00:06:44.665 --> 00:06:49.310 align:middle line:90% 00:06:49.310 --> 00:06:52.870 align:middle line:84% I love being outdoors and wandering and exploring. 00:06:52.870 --> 00:06:56.930 align:middle line:90% 00:06:56.930 --> 00:07:00.890 align:middle line:84% That sense of fulfilment that you get from choosing to live 00:07:00.890 --> 00:07:04.430 align:middle line:84% the life that you want to live minute by minute, day by day, 00:07:04.430 --> 00:07:05.690 align:middle line:90% you cannot put a price on it. 00:07:05.690 --> 00:07:09.540 align:middle line:84% It's bigger than any salary or bonus or pension. 00:07:09.540 --> 00:07:11.750 align:middle line:84% It's what life is about, and it's 00:07:11.750 --> 00:07:15.050 align:middle line:84% being true to who you actually are and what you love doing. 00:07:15.050 --> 00:07:21.480 align:middle line:90% 00:07:21.480 --> 00:07:25.320 align:middle line:84% For me, the connection comes through seeing and capturing 00:07:25.320 --> 00:07:29.580 align:middle line:84% these amazing views and the moments of just small moments 00:07:29.580 --> 00:07:32.570 align:middle line:84% of beauty in the world-- sunsets and sunrises or shafts of light 00:07:32.570 --> 00:07:33.640 align:middle line:90% through these clouds. 00:07:33.640 --> 00:07:35.448 align:middle line:90% That's what I connect with it. 00:07:35.448 --> 00:07:39.186 align:middle line:90% 00:07:39.186 --> 00:07:40.685 align:middle line:84% Sometimes the most beautiful moments 00:07:40.685 --> 00:07:42.581 align:middle line:84% are the ones where you only see it yourself 00:07:42.581 --> 00:07:44.080 align:middle line:84% for a fleeting second and it's gone. 00:07:44.080 --> 00:07:49.900 align:middle line:90% 00:07:49.900 --> 00:07:51.610 align:middle line:84% Seeing how small you are in the world 00:07:51.610 --> 00:07:55.780 align:middle line:84% and how beautiful the world is, is incredibly important 00:07:55.780 --> 00:07:58.680 align:middle line:84% for my well-being and how I feel. 00:07:58.680 --> 00:08:20.412 align:middle line:90%