Where I'm at right now, I'm in 5 Cell...
and there are 14 cells in death watch.
When I got in there, it was so full,
they had to have 3 more cells in the next section
that had people with execution dates.
Since I've been in there, they 've emptied out six cell twice.
Got a 3rd guy in there...
...they've killed the guy on this side
and they've got another guy in there.
The only people left in my section are me and one other guy
Everyone else has been killed and they've put new people in there.
So now, I think, there's eight people in there.
I don't know how many they've killed.
I didn't count the numbers,
over a dozen since I've been over here,
and over 200 since I've been on Death Row.
Over the years you just get to where it's just part of life.
Really, I'm kind of curious.
I was telling my sister, I'm a little bit anxious,
but at the same time, I am curious, I'm ready to ..
...because this sucks around here.
Not that I've got a death wish or anything,
but yeah, c'mon
I mean, you never know ...
Right, you'll never know.
You could have a panic attack at the last minute
I'm sure that could happen.
I imagine there are people that have done that...
...but I haven't heard about it.
I've heard of a few people fall,
but most of them ...
...praising Jesus or whatever.
If that's what you wanna do, go ahead,
but I'm not doing that.
I think lethal injection is bullshit.
I would rather have a firing squad.
If they gave me a choice, I'd choose a firing squad.
At least I could stand up then.
You know?
They got me like I'm a Christian or something, you know?
And it's like, man...
I'm telling you, they try to do that make it ...
...like it's easy on themselves.
Trying to make it look like 'we're not really doing anything...
But yeah, you are, you're killing people.
I mean it sucks, I don't wanna go.
I'd rather not.
But, there's nothing I can do about it.